Saturday, December 30, 2006

anyway ... the 1st bad news... i kana whack on the thigh n elbow n kidney ... hais... bt basketball is always lik tt ... can't blame it ...

den ... tt cycle is always the same... ever since i k2... bt den when i was k2... i duno wad was being unfaithful ... bt now ... i noe wad it means... n i noe tt i can't b ... i am really v depressed lerhx...

i really wanna cry , scream , die ... suicide... shud i juz do tt??? where am i ??? in darkness???? wad am i doing ???? arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun even noe wad i'm typing... this blog is gonna b destroyed by me lerhx....

i really dunno wad tu do now ... wad shud i do ??? tell me !!!!!!!!!anyone ... plz...

i really v miserable ... wanna juz stab miself wif a pen knife... bt my sis is on my bed... she will stop me ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hais... wad shud i do ???anyone tell me plz.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm so miserable........................................

y muz things always turn out lik tt?? is tt wad's written in my genes???

y can heaven b so unfair tu me??? one of my fren even say he jealous of me ... bt do any one of em ever noe my misery ?????noone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhh

y muz normal ppl be so gd ... den y muz i b so misery ??? wad kind of life r u , the god , giving tu me ...

i'm a legend killer... nort a heartbreak kid... i'm nort leslie ... i am myself... y am i always lik tt... is tt the reason y i have so lil fren ???

am i fated tu suicide ferr tt??? argh ... hais... no point shouting here... if i dun ever post again ... u readers r smart enuff tu noe y barhx...

Loveless on
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